blah... guys suck... lol I wish there was a category called "bitching"... lol I would use that shit all the damn time... lol

they constantly confuse me... thus I have no clue what to expect...
I have no clue if they are being truthful... or if they are just using me...

granted mutual using is okay... lol but not okay if I have told the guy straight up that I have done that too much in the past and do not want to repeat it again... guhhhh... I don’t even know right now... I am just not a happy camper to say the least..


p.s. I know guys don’t care or more importantly that guys don’t know that girls care... but if you say you’re gonna call... then f-ing call... if you aren’t... don’t say you are...







"I’m about to lose control
I, I don’t know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I’m alright
You know that I’m just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles..."